today could have been one of the most exciting days of my life, but it was soooo disappointinggggg… i mentally prepared myself for the worst since I’m a thinker, but i couldnt help but feel my heart hurt more and more as i realized this opportunity was REALLY OVER. it just makes me see again how GOD is in control. I can do EVERYTHING in my power to make something happen and IT JUST WONT. Some things just WONT BE cuz they weren’t meant to be… could be the entire circumstance or the timing (haha. im still hoping that it’s just the timing)
so i went into THE HUB heavy hearted but trying to fight for joy at the same time… as Christine was getting ready to leave, she hands me a card and for some reason, i KNEW whatever on that card was exactly what i needed to read/hear… AND IT WAS :) it totally reminded me of this verse in Proverbs… a word spoken in due season is SOOOO GOOD!!!
this is a good reminder too…
“anxiety in the heart of man causes depression, but a GOOD WORD makes it glad” -proverbs 12:25
i am glad:)
